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So ya, I'm like unbelievably bad at posting of late...lately...since like forever... I have no excuse, no good reason. I have plenty of time on my hands at work (shh don't tell), I have plenty to talk about, and plenty of new stuff going on. Like I said, no good reason.

Hmm today, my stomach is a bit upset. Not sure if it's something I ate or a bug going around. I'm hoping for something I ate, that way, it'll work it's way through quickly (it's already started) and once it's gone, it's gone, unlike a bug which likes to attack you for days on end, potentially.

I took two weeks off from work for stress leave (this place is shit, not be mistaken with "the shit", it's just shit) and ended up working my ass of the whole time cuz B is posted this summer and we have to sell the house, so his dad came to visit and we painted, cleaned, gutted, and staged the house. Not a square inch of it wasn't untouched. It was exhausting. I needed a stress leave from my stress leave. I developed a twitch. People thought I was joking when I mentioned it but really, I have a twitch. My right eye lid kinda flutters from time to time. Some days more than others. It's down to about 10 or so twitches a day from an almost constant twitch 3 weeks ago, so it's getting better.

I'm not sure what I'm going to do once we move. We are going to Greenwood Nova Scotia, which I hear is beautiful but beautiful doesn't give me a job. I think I am going to stock pile as much camera gear as possible and set a studio. I've always wanted to do that and be available to do more than just weddings. I love portrait work. Also, the area of N.S. commonly known as the Annapolis Valley is gorgeous in the summer so I may take lost of nature shots and see if I can sell them. I'm looking at a good lighting set up. An on-location 3 light system. They are expensive but necessary. If anyone has good suggestions for a brand, or good place to buy used, do tell. I'm not a light snob, just want quality to last, and it is definitely ok to be pre-loved as long as it was taken care of.

So what's new with all of you? What's going on? I suppose I could actually read some blogs and find out eh? Jumpins, I'm so freaking lazy. I think just depressed feeling like I don't have any control over my own life and hating my desk job and what not... I know, whine whine whine... just get over it eh? I'm trying. Really, I'm trying. I've gotten back going to the gym and trying to run outside now that it's getting nice out, thank GOD, and hoping to get back into uber shape so my summer clothes fit and my brain releases all those great seritonins that make you feel great!

Miss you all, and I'll see you at your blogs real soon.